Friday, July 28, 2006

The Ten Commandments

The following is a quote from the great Robert G. Ingersoll (1833-1899):

"Some Christian lawyers -- some eminent and stupid judges -- have said and still say, that the Ten Commandments are the foundation of all law.

Nothing could be more absurd. Long before these commandments were given there were codes of laws in India and Egypt -- laws against murder, perjury, larceny, adultery and fraud. Such laws are as old as human society; as old as the love of life; as old as industry; as the idea of prosperity; as old as human love.

All of the Ten Commandments that are good were old; all that were new art foolish. If Jehovah had been civilized he would have left out the commandment about keeping the Sabbath, and in its place would have said: "Thou shalt not enslave thy fellow-men." He would have omitted the one about swearing, and said: "The man shall have but one wife, and the woman but one husband." He would have left out the one about graven images, and in its stead would have said: "Thou shalt not wage wars of extermination, and thou shalt not unsheathe the sword except in self-defence."

If Jehovah had been civilized, how much grander the Ten Commandments would have been.

All that we call progress -- the enfranchisement of man, of labor, the substitution of imprisonment for death, of fine for imprisonment, the destruction of polygamy, the establishing of free speech, of the rights of conscience; in short, all that has tended to the development and civilization of man; all the results of investigation, observation, experience and free thought; all that man has accomplished for the benefit of man since the close of the Dark Ages -- has been done in spite of the Old Testament."


Sunday, July 23, 2006

My Deconversion Experience

This may sound strange but I actually had, what some may call, a mystical/spiritual experience when I left my faith.

After months of doubt and anguished prayer I decided to go for a walk one evening. As I walked I suddenly blurted out, "I'm an atheist, I'm an a-theist, I don't believe in God". I repeated it a few times, letting it sink in. As I walked my senses seemed to double, time seemed to slow and I became acutely aware of my footsteps, my breath, the leaves rustling in the autumn air. The sky even looked different. As I walked this overwhelming peace and joy came over me. I even did some twirls in the middle of the street! I felt all my doubt, disappointment, and guilt lift away. What a powerful, magical experience it was.

I believe I experienced something similar to what Christian converts feel when they are 'born again', and maybe that's similiar to what Buddhists experience when they shed all of life’s complexities and come to nirvana.